Friday, December 25, 2009

Merry Christmas Mia


As has now become tradition, I'm again sharing my favorite "waiting for my daughter" Christmas song by Third Day.

I spent some time this evening... the fourth Christmas Eve since my daughter was born in my heart... and let myself imagine what this holiday will be like when she's finally home where she belongs. Those dreams are nice. But the reality is hard. I pray this is the last Christmas spent without her. There's a mommy, grandparents, aunts, uncles and cousins all waiting for her to take her place within this family. We've waited so long for her. Please God ....let next Christmas be different. Next Christmas I want to cry myself to sleep with happy tears instead.

13 comments:

Lindsay said...

I hope you have a wonderful Christmas, even though it is so hard. Praying next year is very different for you.

Isabella's Mommy and Daddy said...

Merry Christmas girly..
Have a wonderful day with the T's..
You will have your girl next year.. lets hope we both do..
Hugs..

John & Michelle said...

Bless your heart. I'm crying with you today.

Carla said...

Merry Christmas, Mia. We'll see you soon.

Kris said...

so sorry Krista. i have no words. what i can tell you is that it is the most incredible, life changing experience you will ever have. and that it's not... exactly what i had imagined those 5 years i waited.

i hope next christmas mia will be home with you too.

Sarah in MT said...

I hope 2010 brings brighter days for you. We're all anxious to welcome this little girl to the family.

K said...

This was my third waiting Christmas. It was a little stark without my daugter, too. Here's to next year for you...!

Donna said...

Gosh, I feel for you...I'm praying this is your last Christmas without Mia too!

Debz said...

Beautiful post, I can't wait til Mia's first Christmas with her family and I pray it will be next year too.
Bless you,
Happy New Year girl,
Debz

Donna said...

:::hugs:::

Next year, my friend.

Donna

Kudo said...

Or just fall asleep from purr exhaustion and you will and I so hope it is this year for you too. You have been so patient and kept your eyes on what is to come and God will wipe all those tears away soon. Happy New Year to you and your family.

Susie said...

I so feel it too. Someday this pain won't be remembered as we hold our happy lovely daughters in our arms. Take care!! :)

sanjeet said...

i have no words. what i can tell you is that it is the most incredible
Domain registration india